When I Heard at the Close of the Day
by Walt Whitman
Walt Whitman (1819-1892) was an American poet most famous for his poetry collection Leaves of Grass and the poems he wrote after Lincoln was assassinated: O Captain! My Captain! and When Lilacs Last in the Dooryard Bloom'd.
Whitman was almost certainly gay. Leaves of Grass was criticized for wording that implies homosexuality in some of the poems. Some contemporary critics called the work obscene, but others, including Ralph Waldo Emerson, praised it.
This poem, published in Leaves of Grass (1860), is about how becoming famous didn't make him happy, but his male lover coming and sleeping with him did. If that's not gay, I don't know what is.
When I heard at the close of the day how my name had been receiv’d with plaudits in the capitol, still it was not a happy night for me that follow’d,
And else when I carous’d, or when my plans were accomplish’d, still I was not happy,
(Note: this sketch depicts Walt Whitman in 1854, slightly before Leaves of Grass.)
But the day when I rose at dawn from the bed of perfect health, refresh’d, singing, inhaling the ripe breath of autumn,
When I saw the full moon in the west grow pale and disappear in the morning light,
When I wander’d alone over the beach, and undressing bathed, laughing with the cool waters, and saw the sun rise,
And when I thought how my dear friend my lover was on his way coming, O then I was happy,
O then each breath tasted sweeter, and all that day my food nourish’d me more, and the beautiful day pass’d well,
And the next came with equal joy, and with the next at evening came my friend,
* * *
The photographs above, taken by Thomas Eakins c. 1883, are titled Naked Series: Old Man. The name of the man was not given, but some people think the model was Walt Whitman, based on the striking resemblance to other photos of Whitman's face in old age.


.jpeg)










































